What the fish

Woohoo! I'm back to blogging after sooooo long! Actually feels pretty good! It feels as if I'm finally able to breathe! Because it felt so cooped up and confined not being able to say whatever f I want on social media. Opps please give allowance for that blog-stipation because I haven blogged in years. Forgive me if I dont sound coherent. Ok What I meant is, in Singapore, you cant exactly post whatever you like anywhere online because of various reasons. The biggest reason is of coz of our work lah right? You know I know lah.

Another important reason is, slowly I've realized the older you grow, it seems more and more difficult to blog because it seems people can get offended over anything and everything. Singapore is not the same now. Some Singaporeans get so bitter, so sensitive and more kiasu than ever because it has gotten so competitive. Something as harmless as mentioning the drop of COE in a group whatsapp chat can churn off a spiral of sense of insecurities of an unemployed friend who doesnt own a car.

Like what the fish.

I merely mentioned that because another friend in the chat has a car whose time was almost up mahhhhh.

I used to blog about alot of stuff or things revolving around me but somehow this costs me a few friends.

For example, I attended the wedding of a friend and I blogged that the service and food of that hotel is really bad. She un-friend me on facebook. That stupid bitch. I attended her wedding when she didnt even attended mine okie. Like what's the big deal? But okie fine, I guess some bridezillas get overly concerned with WOAH-IT'S-MY-WEDDING-OK-AND-EVERYTHING-MUST-BE-PERFECT. And soooo, I apologized to her. I said I'm sorry that I didnt consider her feelings and that I did not intentionally offend her with my "review" of that hotel, or so I thought. She then added me back, but our friendship also didnt lasts eventually because it wasnt strong to start with.

Initially I apologised for my insensitivity for some episodes and through time I'm REALLY DONE WITH IT.  I merely cut down on saying whatever I want on my blog, on my FB and yes, you can be sure I registered this blog with a new email with a fake name. I quite like this name Titian. It's like semi-male/female. Tough with a tinge of sweetness. Like me. Muahahaha.

Ok lah. I hope none of my friends will recognize it's me because in the first place, it's not like I wanna bitch about people, pour people's secrets nor crush anyone's pride with my straight as direct words. I do care about their feelings but I just wanna say how I feel and what I think. A few friends had told me about how shockingly blunt/tactless I am last time buttttt I think I've have slightly improved over the years. I'm not the type who will sugar coat my words but if I know the things I say may not please my friends, sometimes I choose not to comment. But needless to say, after I'm home, I tend to have a shitload of "What the fishhhhh". Sometimes I really wanna scold the f out of them, for example, for taking back an ex who cheated twice, things like that. BUT, as I said, in life, there's many things you cant really say because your friend who is so blinded in love may avoid you for the rest of her life, living in self-denial.

Thank god, I have a cute bunch of friends who are JUST like me. More logical and sensible, and not so insensitive. In fact, got 1 is even more INSENSITIVE than me. Talk to her I will cough blood.

As the saying goes, the MORE insensitive you are, you win lor.

The more bo-chup you are, you win lor.


So yesh, this is the purpose of my blog. To say whatever f I want without being judged, without offending anyone and without suffering some "indigestion" on my part.

Isnt that the best-est? Heehee

Oh you may hate me or love me. I seriously dont care. =)

Read this with a pinch of salt la. Life is short.

I welcome comments though, I love to understand people and how people think. I'm constantly intrigued how different we all are. But let's make love not war. =D